If I Could I Would Prepare You

If I could I would hold all of the tears you are going to shed. If I could I would hold all of the pain and hurt you are going to feel. If I could I would take away all of your anger and frustration. If I could I would protect you from danger. If I could I would scare away all the monsters that you see in your dreams. If I could I would surround you with a shield so nothing can come through. If I could I would try to make it easier for you when you first fall in love. If I could I would carry you through everything that comes your way trying to destroy you. If I could I would try to save you from yourself.

If I could I would try to hide you from all of the negative people that will walk your way. If I could I would show you that there are things in this world that will use you to control you. If I could I would cover you with blinders so that you wouldn't see the cruelty of the world. If I could I would show you all the things that I have learned while being here on this earth. The greatest gift of all that you will receive before coming here to earth, though many of us have forgotten along the way, is the tools that were given to us to help us deal with the problems that will arise in our lives.

The Higher Power has sent it to all of his/her children for those that have chosen to enter earth. How we choose to use it is up to us but do we use it positive or negative that is all up to you. You see these tools were given to us as a gift to all of you. Here are those gifts: Courage, Strength, Understanding, Forgiveness, Compassion, Laughter, Happiness, Joy, Peace, Beauty, Love, Respect, Humor, Common Sense. Freedom. Humbleness. Independence. Knowledge, Ownership, Kindness, Caring, Wisdom, Honesty, Trust, The ability to think, The ability to talk for yourself, To take responsibility for your own actions, To stand up on your own, Being able to accept your own mistakes, Learning from your life lessons, Never be afraid to say I don’t know. Making mistakes is saying you are growing and learning for them, hopefully. Mistakes will happen in life the thing is not to keep repeating the same mistakes for if you do then there is a big problem. What I would love to give you is the person you are meant to be. I would always want for you to have faith in yourself no matter how difficult it may get. Never ever doubt yourself.

The Higher Power teaches his/her children what matters first is to believe in yourself first. Because just as any father/mother knows that their children need to feel freedom and independence. The Higher Power believes that his/her children need to find their own way. Is it easy? No but it’s worth it because we gain so much within ourselves. It makes us knowledgeable, helps us gain wisdom, become mature, and more responsible. Your journey starts the moment you enter this earth. I want you to know as I have learned that. You will be influenced by your parents, family members, friends, relationships, the world. There will be a time you will need to find out who you are and what you are. For we become everybody else except ourselves. You’re here to fulfill your path not anyone else's. For the journey you have chosen will be one of the unknown. That’s what makes it special; not knowing and finding your way. There will be beauty that will shine within you for the rest of your life for you will give that to yourself. Where you will find the beauty of who you are and what you are.

Can you imagine becoming the person that you were might to be? Feeling happiness and peace inside of you? Giving yourself that freedom and Independence? Wow! So go and shine amongst the stars and let it be known that you have found your place here on earth. Show your glow with the brightness that lights your body. I tell you this because I want you to have better than what I had. I want you to be able to know that you do have choices here. I want you to be your own person. I want you to fulfill your journey as I am doing it at this point of my life. For I set myself free from the world and become the person I was meant to be. Without you realizing it you have helped me open my eyes. Hopefully, you can teach me about the world that I have forgotten; through you I can see it all over again. 

I CAN’T WAIT TILL YOU ARE BORN AND I CAN WRAP MY ARMS AROUND YOU AND FEEL THE WARMTH AND THE LOVE THAT I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR. TO SEE THE BEAUTY THAT YOU WILL CARRY WITHIN YOU. TO KNOW THAT YOUR JOY WILL BRING US PEACE AND HAPPINESS. I WANT TO SHARE THIS WITH YOU MOM AND DAD SINCE YOU SHARE YOUR WORDS WITH ME. I WANT YOU TO KNOW AS YOU WILL GROW AND LEARN SO WILL I. I LOVE YOU MOM AND DAD. CAN’T WAIT TO SEE YOU FACE TO FACE! JUST NEVER GIVE UP ON ME ESPECIALLY WHEN MY EYES CHOOSE NOT TO OPEN. KEEP REMINDING ME THAT I HAVE A PURPOSE AND A REASON, THAT I CHOSE TO BE HERE ON EARTH IN CASE ALONG THE LINE I FORGET. I'LL BE HERE BEFORE YOU KNOW IT!

Take the time to realize your journey
— Guru Enlightment