Part 1

I have been rich, I have been poor, I have been blinded and I have seen. I have traveled the wonders of the world and seen pain and destruction. I have seen the hurt on people’s faces. I have seen people losing their hope; they have given up on themselves. I’ve seen their struggles, their conflicts. I have heard your prayers and I have given you answers but your inner self is so far from the light that you cannot hear the words; you cannot see the words, which is so simple to see, written in different forms. Prayers are answered in many different forms; by a stranger, music, a book, a newspaper, a play, a movie, a child, or within yourselves. You’re too much into that world that you cannot see the riches within you. You all think that the riches you need is out there in that world, how foolish are you? You don’t believe in yourself, but you believe in everything else, like really? You want to believe in so many things that you forget about the most important person, which is you. You see, we forget what we teach our children and what was taught to us. I have nothing to do with that, but you do.

As a parent, we want the best for our children.

We want them to believe in themselves.

We want them to know that they are special.

We want them to know that everything and anything is possible.

We want them to know that they should love themselves.

We want them to know that they have a purpose here.

We want them to be kind, caring, compassionate, understanding and know how to forgive.

We want them to learn that they are not better than anyone except themselves. You’re not here to be in competition unless it is with yourself.

You want your child to grow and never be afraid to stand up on their own for what they believe in within themselves.

You want your child to be honest and strong.

You want your children to never be greedy or controlling.

You want your child to know that it’s not their place to control someone or try to change someone else because that is not their job.

You want your child to follow their journey.

You want your child to follow their dream.

You want your child to be happy and in peace.

You want your child to find a good husband or wife.

It doesn’t take away from what you believe in. When you allow what you believe to take control of your life and you let everyone know that your beliefs come first, that is unacceptable for that is not what I taught all of my children. I taught you to believe in yourself first because without that you cannot believe in me. If you feel you can believe in me without putting yourself first, then you’re going to be very disappointed when the time comes. This is the time to show me that you are worthy of my love and my respect; just as I have earned that from my father by following my journey within me first. In time, everything will connect. For soon I will become your student and you will become my teacher as you will share your journeys with me. We are taught to put everyone first but when you put yourself last you lose the person you were meant to be in the first place and that is when your life becomes hectic and complicated.

We are taught that putting ourselves first is selfish, and then people make you feel guilty for thinking about yourself. The word “selfish” comes with a negative meaning because there are people who don’t care or feel compassion for others and that is why people often say, “You shouldn’t be selfish.” When I say, “Think about yourself,” I mean get to learn about yourself and deal with your issues; become the person you should have been. When you don’t allow yourself to be who you were meant to be you tend to have many regrets later in life because you didn’t follow your journey. Many people will end up pushing their failed journeys on their children, so that they can fulfill the journey they didn’t complete within their children but that doesn’t work that way. Everyone should follow their own path especially if it doesn’t bring any negativity that ends up destroying their journeys or affecting others in their journey.

Everyone hides from life and they choose to think that by hiding this will give you the answer you’re looking for, but it doesn’t. Whatever superior being you believe in, believe me when I say to you that when you entered this earth, I’ve given you the tools to use so that it can help you with your life on earth with the exception of killers, rapists, and those that abuse children and human beings. I have seen this treatment all over the world with people and children. When you fail my children, you fail me. Those that are hurting and starving my children and humankind will soon be prisoners and soon will feel my wrath.

You didn’t allow yourselves to see the wonders and the magic that has been given to you. You don’t believe enough in yourselves to make a difference. I have walked the world and seen people kneel and ask me for mercy, yet no one has given it to you on earth. They look upon me, and say, “You have forgotten me,” but I have not forgotten you, you have forgotten yourself. You have forgotten your values, your purpose. No one said that the journeys you all chose to follow would be easy especially when dealing with the pain and tribulations that come with it.

I have had many tribulations and still chose my journey. I have continued my journey till the end of my time. That is what I chose and because of my journey I became better with having compassion towards all my children in the world. You should find your path and if in time it doesn’t feel right then go and continue looking until you find where you belong. Just make sure it brings you peace and comfort and that it teaches you a lot. Everyone, sooner or later, finds their way if they choose too.

Even if people might not understand at the moment, everyone needs to find themselves and hopefully they do so for the positive reasons. I believe that we are all different and because of that, everyone is special and powerful. We all want the same things, no matter what color we are or how different we are. We all want to feel happiness, we want to have good health, we want love and most of all, we want peace. When people go looking for answers, some will overdo it and others will lose their mind in the midst of things, which is sad.

Some people will overreact on their beliefs and force others to believe in the same things by pushing them, which I don’t agree with. There will be other people that are looking to belong somewhere and there are others that will get into things out of fear; while other people will try to find answers in everything and anything. There is not a person that is not looking for answers.

Sometimes we don’t know when enough is enough. People run from the reality of life because of their traumatic experiences. Some of these people will become drugs addicts or alcoholics and some will destroy their lives. Some people will commit suicide because of their traumas. Unfortunately, it’s not easy to say, “Get it together.” For many people it isn’t that easy to do, not because they are weak, but because of who they’ve become. Many of you won’t be able to understand it. It’s important for us to know who we are. You must learn to be who you are and what you are. You ask, “Why?” It is because of the journey that was given to you as you entered this earth, by not learning who you are, the person that you were meant to be got lost along the way. This also applies to the people who are rich; never ever think that, that world is better than yours, don’t go there.

Part 2

You look up to the sky and I hear you as you ask, “Why me?” Well, why not you? I went through my tribulations and I never asked, “Why me?” We are all special but that doesn’t mean we’re not going to go through issues. You all have the tools you need to succeed. I gave them to you so that you could choose to do good or bad; that is your choice. I taught you to find your own answers within, but you have forgotten because of society and because you allowed it. You have forgotten that everything you’ve ever needed has been and will continue to be inside of you. We look out there for our solutions and never within. I did not create suffering, tribulations, or traumas. I didn’t create sickness or death.

I didn’t create pedophiles, trafficking, or starvation. Humankind created all of this because of their greed, power, and selfishness. You chose to look upon and follow that greed and power. I’ve given you the answers that you’ve been looking for all this time, but you choose not to hear it within. Don’t look upon me as though I am the bad one. Look upon humankind and see how far they have gone with all the hatred they have created and all the devastations that have happened to the people on earth. Again, I didn’t create this world. What I created was love, compassion, peace, joy, laughter, kindness, and so much more.

Do not compare me or judge me for none of you really know who I am. Don’t go by what you read; that is just a fairytale. I gave you choices to make. Wake up and see and feel what’s inside of you. Start judging yourself and not others. Take a good look at yourself and find out why you choose the life you live in. Don’t blame me for your choices. Everyone needs to take responsibility for their own actions and what they have created.

Children shouldn’t be suffering or starving at this point in time. You support what doesn’t matter and you can’t feed my children; it’s a shame how humankind has allowed this. They have also destroyed the land and the air that was with heart but was taken away because of greed and power. My children shouldn’t be in pain or in anguish or in any kind of sickness. Children are dying and part of it is due to the fact that you have lost your humanity. Then you look upon me to say it’s my fault and I’m not the one that’s there, you are. I have not failed you; you have failed yourself. I have given you strength, courage, confidence, wisdom, knowledge, power, and answers so that you may go through life knowing that no matter what comes your way, you’ll be able to handle it.

When people say that I’ll only give you as much as you can handle, that is not true. You’re the one that gives that to yourself because you’re the only one that knows how much you can handle; don’t be a fool. I repeat myself again, I gave you all the tools you needed before you came down; how you chose to use it is up to you. I gave you mercy when I saw you suffering and when you were near death, I gave you mercy and took you, but I am not the one that took your life. When I see you in misery, I give you mercy. When you make horrible mistakes, I give you mercy. When you asked for forgiveness, I say to you, “You must forgive yourself.” You have the tendency to blame everyone because you’re not able to deal with the truth. When the time comes, I would judge you and only you. Do not use the excuse that I was never here for you. I have sent you help but you chose not to hear your spirits.

I’ve given you a lot, but you have not done anything with it because you believe in society. You don’t believe in the voice you hear. Are there negative voices out there? Yes, but there’s also positive voice and you’re old enough to know the difference.

No one has seen me, but you have seen others and you’ve seen things. The universe is so big that there are wonders that no one can ever imagine. I have shown you false leaders and you will continue to see and hear false people. Remember, I am everything and anything. I am never one thing, never assume. Take those blinders off your eyes and those plugs out of your ears and allow yourself to hear and see. Society confused you for that is their purpose. You are all gifted and you are all genius, remember that. You chose to come to earth; that was your choice and I agreed upon it. Don’t believe in what you hear; believe in what you see. Don’t allow anyone to see it for you; see it for yourself. I have tried in every way for you to hear your spirits, but you still haven’t woken up. I am only one thing, but I am all. I travel in many forms; I come and go. People give me different names. They all have different ways of how they cherish me. You still don’t get it though. I don’t want to be cherished; I want you to cherish yourself as you follow your journey just as I have. I didn’t give anyone rules; I gave knowledge and wisdom. For rules come from mankind. We all lose our way but when you ask me to show you the way, I will. It is up to you to find the rest of the way and it doesn’t mean it’s going to happen right away either so chill; just be prepared for when it does happen. It’s up to you, never me.

I am not here to walk you along the way. I show you the door and you do the rest; that is something you need to do on your own because that is the path you chose to take. There will be a time when you need me and there will be times that you don’t and that is ok. It’s not that different than when you needed your parents and they were there for you. I gave you the brain to think, not to abuse or hurt humanity. I gave you a heart to feel sorrow, to have compassion, to understand, to feel the love that was given to you by me, so that you may share it with those around you. I gave you tools to use for positive, not for negative. Those who use it for the wrong reasons will know the pain they have caused when we come face to face for no one gets away with anything here on earth and in my world.


You listen to those that have their own agenda, but you never allow yourself to hear the voice within you. You read those books that tell my stories but that is not my story; that is a story that was created for their own purposes. Know this: I AM LOVE, I AM COMPASSION, I AM FREEDOM, I AM JOY, I AM LAUGHTER, I AM PEACE, I AM YOU, AND YOU ARE ME. NO MORE, NO LESS. FORGIVENESS DOESN’T ONLY COME FROM ME, BUT IT ALSO COMES FROM YOU. FOR I AM NOT HELL OR FEAR; THAT COMES FROM THE BOOKS YOU READ. YOUR JOB AS A PARENT IS TO MAKE SURE YOU MAKE THAT CHILD FEEL SAFE AND GIVE THEM JOY, LOVE, AND LAUGHTER. WHY AM I DIFFERENT IN YOUR EYES? ESPECIALLY WHEN I GIVE YOU THE SAME THINGS YOU GIVE TO YOUR CHILD. I AM ALSO A FATHER. PLEASE THINK. I am not cruel or hard. I am not a hypocrite. I don’t say one thing and do another, as it has been written. I am fair. I am generous, I am compassionate, I am forgiveness, I am peace, I am love, I am the light that shines through you.

When you choose to come to me, come to me out of love, not fear for that is not love. You must learn how to live, how to fly as I did before I left earth. I sent you here to learn and grow, to become human, and to go through whatever small or big situations you must go through to grow and learn. That is your purpose and to enjoy live, to laugh, to love and so much more. You will go through your ups and downs; that is part of life. Make your life count, do not waste it.

I was not perfect; I was human like you and I have gifts just as you do. Why do you think I can understand your pain, your sorrow, your tears, your anguish, your confusion, your anger, your hatred, your sadness, your betrayal, your sense of loss, and your conflicting feelings? I lived as a human; why is that so hard to understand? You have created me in a way which I am not. I am not a God; I have chosen to be human just like you. We left our wings behind to become human. We all came to become greater within ourselves for our journey has lessons that will take us further. You have allowed yourself to learn and grow within your journey, to be the best you can be. I will always be here to help, but you will end up doing most of the work. For when you ask for help, I will give you the courage and strength that you may need to accomplish the path you are supposed to fulfill. You’re the one that makes the miracles with me; it’s never me alone. We all work together.

Someday, the earth must cleanse itself as it has done many centuries ago; that has nothing to do with me. It has to do with how the land is treated because mother nature has her own agenda. Everything is not about me for there is more here than just me. Humankind has done a lot of damage to the earth. I don’t create devastations; I created love and peace. Devastations occur because no one wants to listen to the land and the skies for all will suffer because of humankind’s greed and power. You must learn how to think for yourself. I have given you everything you needed so now choose what you really need.

For I have spoken.

You have let society live for you; you have let books lead you for it was your choice, chosen all along. Continue your journey and fulfill that journey as much as you can. Don’t be afraid of me or fear me, FOR I AM LOVE!!




Part 3

It’s amazing how all of you don’t question everything because if you did maybe you’d find your answers. Perhaps you won’t question everything because you’re not sure if you should or maybe you choose not to. There are many people whose faith lies in science, or UFO’s and aliens, or religion. There are also people who are atheists and there are those that believe in their own way, while others believe in the negative. Everyone needs to find their own way and what they should believe in, whether it’s acceptable or not. There are many people that don’t know what to believe in. Yet, what you see in front of you is never enough because you choose not to look. It’s hard to look at yourself in that mirror and come to the realization that, that person you have seen all this time was never that person to begin with. Now you must look and see the real you. Now you must deal with all your baggage and realize the pain you have caused others as well as yourself. Now you need to build yourself up again and learn how to believe and trust in yourself by asking for forgiveness to that person in the mirror.

That’s where it all begins, with you. For without you, there is nothing. No truth and nothing to see. You live in a system that is corrupted, no matter where you look. For it shows its true self but you choose to blind yourself from seeing it, so all you can do is avoid it and run in another direction. What a waste of time. No matter what direction you run to, it will always be there so tell me, what are you gaining? Why do you keep wasting time?

Yet, everyone is finding ways to make money on my name and using fear to conquer those that are weak so that they enter their domain. You also choose to run away and stay blinded; that brings sadness to me. Don’t expect to use these things as an excuse for I will not accept it. Everyone thinks that what they believe in will set them free and that is not the answer. I look at those who believe that they are coming to my home. You all will be very surprised to see who enters my home.

You cover yourself beneath the ground thinking that I am not seeing you. Everyone is fooling themselves, especially you. You know we are not perfect for I was not perfect; that would be impossible to do here on earth. We can only do the best we can; no more, no less. Allow yourself to be the person you were meant to me. Money or riches is not what I am looking for, that is your department here on earth. You have yet to find the way when it comes to learning about yourself and realizing who you are and why you chose to come here on earth. Until you find those answers, then and only then, can you believe in my existence for you have yet to learn about your own existence. What I ask is so simple but for you it is so hard to give, for you have never ever taken the time to find out who you are.

You allow books and people, who have that chemistry, to make you feel guilty in my name, which wasn’t my choice. Remember what I said to you, I am I. I AM NOT JESUS, NOR GOD. THE NAME YOU HAVE CHOSEN FOR ME IS NOT THE ONE I CHOSE. FOR MY NAME IS I, THAT’S THE NAME I CHOSE. I SAID IT BEFORE, I AM EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING. Mankind makes the rules on this earth, not I. I have said, I is who I am. I send my children, who are spirits, to share this message with you. Do as you please, for everyone has free choice. There will be many people with charisma who will use these words to convince you to believe in what they are saying and their truth. What is the truth? Do you really know the truth? Or do you pretend to know or not know the truth?

I give you gifts so you can engage in the world. My words were simple, but mankind made it difficult for you to understand so now everyone manipulates the words to their own satisfaction. My words were simple, so that everyone could understand what was said to them. For my words would make them realize what I expect from my children. Mankind took my words to take control and put fear in my children. I have seen how they empower those magical words, so they can enslave my children.

It was told that I sacrificed people on my name and how I made them suffer in pain and agony, so that they could show me how faithful they are to me. How could you believe that? How can anyone believe in that? That would make me cruel and insensitive when I am all about love and peace. I know the weight that you all carry for I have carried the cruelty of this world as you all do. Do you believe all that is said about me, especially when they said that no one should have no other God but me, for I am a jealous God? How could I say that when all religions have different Gods? Mohammed, Buddha, Krishna, Jehovah, Allah, Brahman, Yahweh and a few more that you might or might not know of. My children, how ignorant can you be? It’s mankind who made you believe that I am jealous. Why don’t you ask, what reason should I have to be jealous? All because you believe in other religions, so shame on you? I expect for you to know who and what you are. I know who I am so, why should I be jealous? Please, my children, think. Why would I inflict that pain on my children? You all believe that I punish you, but you are the ones that punish yourselves first. You punish yourself very well; you created the negativity, not me. You can’t believe everything you read or hear when it comes to I. Really, do you believe everything that was written about me? I am the only one that knows the truth. The way mankind has written it is not the right way. It’s not about control or fear; that’s not what I am about. You’re still sleeping and haven’t woken up yet. Don’t go by what you see in front of you; always watch what’s behind you because if you don’t it’ll sneak up on you when you least expect it. I promise you when you are awoken, you’ll get to see it. This system is not what it looks like. It covers itself up with so much evil and negativity and takes whatever words make you feel better.

My children are going in the wrong direction. What happened to helping one another? What happened to caring? Where has it all gone? Everyone has lost themselves and instead have become self-centered in a way that is so negative. I teach my children that they must get their lives together by trusting and believing in themselves. They must learn how to deal with their problems for everything must come from them first. And yes, you all need time for yourselves and that is fine to be selfish in a positive way. That is the reason you’re taking the time to learn and grow so you could be able to teach others, but we must learn from our mistakes and fix our own mistakes first. So, yes, we do need time for ourselves. We also need to see who we hurt along the process for we all need to take responsibility for our own actions.

My children are being tossed aside with no kind of help. Schools have gotten worse. Many teachers are getting tired of teaching because kids have no respect towards them. Education has become boring and draining. You teach math so they could know the value of money but what values are you really teaching them? You teach history so they can learn about the past but you give them no knowledge of the truth.

Working families try to make ends meet. Where children are rising themselves, many parents have chosen to close their eyes some have find it hard to help their children because they so absorb with themselves, others find it hard to control their children, society doesn’t make it any easy either. children selling drugs, making money easily, children killing children, people killing each other, Families harming themselves, families separating many of them will end up in jail. Everybody is trying to stay a foaled.

You teach science but who’s science are you really teaching? This universe you see is more than you could ever imagine and those that knew the truth were killed for it. Making other people, who were still alive, feel as though they were losing their minds because the world convinced you that they were crazy. People who have seen UFOs and were taken by them, which the government allowed, were considered crazy as well. And the world convinced them that they were crazy. They hid the truth for many centuries. In time, the truth will come out. Many people have seen the truth already but are afraid to say anything. Who is to say that alien didn’t start this world and all the people that are here? You see, you don’t know anything. The government allows you to know only what is necessary and what the media tells you; that is enough. That’s why you follow mankind, so you don’t have to think for yourselves. I just hope that you don’t stay sleeping for long. The universe carries so much mystery and you all will be surprised of what is out there.


I gave you my children so that you may teach them about being human and about learning different things in this world. I didn’t give them to you, so that they could feel lost and confused. I didn’t give them to you so that they would be unsure of who they are or so that they would lose their purpose for why they came here in the first place. If I didn’t give you a child then, you were to find a child that needed a parent for I knew there were going to be many children that were going to need care and love. I have never denied you of becoming a mother or father; it was your choice to be that parent, whether you gave birth or not. It was up to you to take a child that needed love and needed a parent. I heard your prayers and gave you what you needed, maybe it wasn’t the way you wanted it, but I gave you what you really needed. Many of you choose not to hear my answers for there are so many of my children looking to be loved and kept warm. No one was ever left without a child. I understand that there are also mothers that weren’t meant to be mothers.

Knowledge was given to you to prepare a better world, not to use or abuse it. For you took that knowledge and destroyed it because of greed and power. You do not use the knowledge to make the world better, but you will feel the outcome of that soon. Technology is also used for negativity; it is used to make you stop thinking, instead of opening the unknown that is hidden within your brain. Why did you stop yourself from thinking? It’s not like you were thinking before anyhow. You, as well as your children, waste most of your time on your phones, looking at social media. If it was giving you what you needed to learn then I could see its purpose but it’s not teaching, you anything aside from violence. It changes you and not for the better; the youth are getting more lost than ever. It is teaching you how to be dumber than what you already are. If people choose to make themselves look foolish and you find that interesting, then the problem lies within you. You all came here to find a direction, not to waste time. Everyone’s brain is losing a great deal. They are losing the geniuses that was given to them before coming to earth. There are people that use their genius side to become successful in a negative way. This is something you can see by looking at how bad the planet is turning and by looking at who is running this world. You are the ones that are losing out from the knowledge and wisdom that was embedded in you before you entered earth.

Education in society is just an industry for it was never ever about education; it was about the money. I give knowledge to all my children to build a better world, so they could educate themselves on what’s important. A farmer doesn’t go to school to learn how to farm. They learn from the person that had the land before them. We learn from each other. You learn from a teacher that is interested in the same things you are, just as a parent teaches their child how to clean, cook, show respect, how to behave, and so many other things. It’s so sad that everything is about money and not about the value of a human life. It’s sad that they have cures for all these diseases, but they keep it for themselves. Many people will die for the betterment of the future of science. The governments have their agenda and so do the corporations. They will make you all suffer as time goes on, for they are becoming richer and powerful each day as we continue to stay poor and become homeless. You are not important, only a number to them. Money speaks in this world. You go to college to learn things you don’t need to know, and you end up paying for your knowledge that was already given to you. Instead of them teaching you all the right ways there are and changing you so that you are the person you were meant to be in whatever field that interested you.

When children enter the real world after college, everyone says “Go find a job,” but no one tells them that it won’t be the same as what you learned in college. Hopefully, they’ll find the job that they are looking for, but the system lies to them and it’s gotten to the point where children are not using the education they graduated for. What are they supposed to do when they find out that it didn’t work out the way it was supposed to? It doesn’t matter to the rich because they got what they wanted from you, which was money. The degree, a piece of paper, shows you that you're capable of working for society, so that you can make that money for the system and the industry. That’s why you went to college, to show them that you’re capable of working in that world out there and that they have permission to use what you have, all for that piece of paper. It’s the game of monopoly with your money; that’s how they get richer and richer. You are getting poorer and becoming a slave to this system. The economy will continue going up and you won’t be able to catch up because the wages stay the same.

I have given you land and food to grow. I have given you ways to stay warm and have shelter that shouldn’t cost anything but your time. You have taken it and made it into a business. I am disappointed in everyone who has taken the tools I have given them and used it for power and greed. Many people have followed and have used it to take control, to become abusive with power, and to enslave my children. You became human, but you lost your values and the way of the light because of temptation. Don’t think that because you’re rich or poor that you will enter my world, believe me, that won’t happen; it won’t be that easy. No matter what you believe in, there is so much more than what you might think. I see you haven’t really learned much at all because you still cover yourself with what you believe in but many of you are hypocrites. You have portrayed something that you’re not. I have many eyes looking at you for I also have my children looking.

There is so much beauty in every country, no matter where you go, just as there is beauty in you. In every country, you can’t run away from negative; it's everywhere you go. I cannot take away the negativity. You must learn how to embrace it and let it go. You must become stronger by believing in yourself. You have the power to overcome it and become positive. People that use greed and power by dealing with negativity will learn in time that everything will go forward and attack you. When I use the word “punish,” understand that it won’t come from me; that will come from you. It’s not my way to punish since you all do a great job on punishing yourselves. We all breathe the same air but many of you haven’t learned how to breathe yet.

You have to take the knowledge, wisdom, and the many gifts I have given you and use it to your benefit; allow yourself to hurt. Those around you made a world of reality for themselves and took it to open their own gift. Know that life is precious; that the wonder of laughter is gold, that the joy in your lives is magic, that the calmness in which we feel is peace, that the love in which we share brightens our lights which are hiding inside of us ready to be explored like the many thousands of stars that shine all over the sky. As it brings more of the light within us and makes it glow; give us more life as we take a deep breath and feel the joy and peace that comes with it.

Today you could be all right and tomorrow you can end up homeless, not because you choose to be but because things are getting bad; I see it. Don’t be surprised if we are all in the midst of it ourselves. We don’t think that will ever happen to us, but we are only special to ourselves and our family. Remember, society doesn’t care, and you would be a fool to think they do. Don’t ever think that you can’t become homeless for everything and anything is possible. The system is preparing itself.

What has happened to true love? It’s been lost for everyone’s love has become a shadow of a glass and when it fills up there is no way to go so it spills, leaving only a bit of water left and that’s what you all have done to the word “LOVE!” It has lost its value! JUST AS YOU HAVE DONE TO THE LIFE, I HAVE GIVEN YOU! BELIEVE IN WHAT YOU MUST BUT BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY, YOU WILL SEE THE TRUTH WHEN THE TIME COMES, MY CHILDREN. YOU ASK, “WHERE ARE YOU?” I AM THERE WHEN YOU NEED ME, YOU JUST DON’T BELIEVE I AM THERE BECAUSE YOU DON’T BELIEVE IN YOURSELF.