Why does it hurt so bad? I thought I was over you. Even though I don’t love you anymore, I spend some time thinking of you. At this point in my life, I am with someone who loves me and it has been great between us; I couldn’t ask for more. I know now what happiness is even though it has taken me a long time to find it. I am at peace, which is something I also looked forward to for a long time. The times that I do think of you, it hurts me and makes me feel bad. Again, it is not because I still love you. From the moment I walked out of your life I have felt such a calmness in my heart and soul. I know that I made the right choice for myself. I remember the pain and hurt you caused me. Now I am happy. When I look at my life now it is so different than what it was when I was with you. I don’t want to think about you at all, but when I do I feel so hurt. There is something I didn’t get to close between us or I wouldn’t continue feeling this way. I am trying to find the answers, but I haven’t yet. In time, I will. I believe I will and at that point, I won’t feel hurt or sad anymore whenever I think of you.

Written by Guru Enlightment

Edited by Spiritual Breeze

Cover by Spiritual Swan