The Child that Got Away Part 5

“I see how the world is getting worse and I see what men and women have done to themselves. They are losing themselves, they don’t know which way to go or where they belong. They think they find the answers only to realize that it wasn’t where they thought they should have gone.

There are some women and men that put their relationships and careers before their own children. They put their children aside and don’t really realize the harm they are doing to them.” -Spirit

“The first women I ever loved, my mother, turned her back on me and my father couldn’t care less. I have seen parents put themselves first. From then on everyone that has come into my life is a waste. They all said they wanted to help me but all they did was take advantage of me. Adults can be very cruel and hurtful so I have to learn to trust myself. I don’t want to be in the dark but I have to because it makes me stronger and tougher. That’s the only way I can survive.” -Teenager

“You think you're cool but you're not.” -Spirit

“How do you think I am going to survive in this place? There are worse kids in here than me. The system does not care and even the people that work with us do not care. Those that do care will sooner or later get tired because the system doesn’t want to back them up so the majority of them give up.” -Teenager

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The Child that Got Away Part 4

"No one wants to see the truth. We are all responsible for every child on this earth. As parents and as an adult, we should help these kids. They are lost, afraid, and confused; that’s why it is important to find out who you are so that you may be able to help those children."-Spirit

"I still don’t trust adults, they never show their true self for they wear a mask all the time. They think they know best when in reality they need to fix their own issues. Many of them are in denial, just as we, children, are in denial. We are all messed up, we know we are but the adults keep hiding theirs all the time. I don’t want to be like them I want to become better. Don’t teach me what you haven’t learned yourself yet. You might have gone to school to get a degree and become educated but that doesn’t say anything to me. It doesn’t matter that similar situations have occurred in our lives because we are still two different people." -Teenager

"What I see with parents is that they try to be friends with their children. You’re not here to be their friend, you’re here to be their parents. They will always keep secrets from you no matter what. You need to trust that your children will know what is best and that they will make the right decisions." -Spirit

"Believe me, I know this for sure. I am becoming a young adult at a very young age. I know I still have so much to learn, that much I do know. I can see these things happening around me but here I am trying to understand it all. I find myself getting more confused and not understanding what is the truth. What hope is there for all these children and myself?" -Teenager

"As I said, being your guide isn’t easy. You’re special for you see more than the average adults, that is what I have been told." -Spirit

"But what use does that do to me when no one wants to hear me? Sometimes I wonder why I chose to come to this earth. These lessons that I am learning is causing me so much anguish." -Teenager

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The Child that Got Away Part 3

I don’t blame you at all for feeling the way that you do. We all have had our darkness as we have shed our tears and carried our pain within ourselves. Some of us still carry that anger and frustration. Everyone deals with it differently. Some people deal with it good and some deal with it bad but that is what they know at the moment. Trying to find ourselves will not be easy but it also won’t be difficult unless we make it difficult. Then again some people will go the wrong path while others take the right path. Some people run while others stay still. Everyone needs answers and some people will travel around the world trying to find them while others feel they have it already. No one realizes that we carry the answers inside of ourselves but we are not taught that because society wants us to be confused.

That’s why our children grow up feeling lost while society takes control of them. Sadly, parents are still sleeping in this world because this world is more important to them. That is why tragedy strikes everywhere. You choose not to see the truth. Many of us will get away with it and many won’t. We are all confused especially our children, everyone plays a part. We are so consumed with education and making money that we don’t see what’s in front of us because we feel everything else is more important. We do not know our own worth or realize how special and powerful we are.

We all should love ourselves because by loving ourselves we can then share it with the human race. We are all here to learn and grow from each other. We are taught that if we do something for someone that we are going to be blessed but that is not true. We all have come into this world with blessings already. Whatever you do for someone it should come from your heart not because you think the Higher Power is going to bless you, come on now. Every one of us came down with tools that were given to us. How you choose to use it is up to you. Everything else you have to earn it on your own, good or bad. You can’t just do it to gain something, how about doing it because it’s the right thing to do. There isn’t any extra blessings, please. -SpiritTo be continued...

The Child that Got Away Part 2

“You're nothing to me. Nothing! I am my own boss. I know how to use the system. I know how to use you. I tell you what you want to hear. I know when to be nice and I know when I can be a bitch. I know how to get over. You think that I'm that stupid I'm going to let you think you help me but in reality I'm taking you for a long ride with me. When you decide to wake up you’re going to realize that I used you. Hahahaha! Tell me what is it that you have to say? You can't tell me anything. There isn’t a damn thing that you can tell me.” -Teenager   

“My answer to you is that you're absolutely correct. We could pretend that I did my job and ride it off. I guess you decided to overlook everything that I can do for you. You might think you’re getting over with some people but not everyone is that blind either. In reality you’re doing more harm to yourself than you realize. Just like there are people who do not care about you there will be people who do care enough to help you and be there for you. The only way you’re going to see who is worth it or not is by seeing it yourself and know who is willing to help you. If you decide to play your games the one that will lose hundred percent is you and only you.” -Spirit

To be continued...